Mighty Jo Young (jothelion84) wrote,
Mighty Jo Young
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And if it's change that you need, A little more mystery, Some kind of deeper meaning...

Oh, haaiii there Robert Pattinson.



An unforgettable love story of two young people who learn how important it is
to love passionately and live loudly everyday of ones life.







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Are you sure you want us to ruin this for you? If not, you should stop reading now.

Here it is: In the absence of any time-marking signposts, viewers are led to believe that 'Remember Me' takes place in the present — but it's really 2001. At movie's end, after having a fight with Emilie de Ravin, Pattinson's character, Tyler, rides an elevator up to the 92nd-floor office of his father (Pierce Brosnan) on a bright September morning, looks out the window, and watches helplessly as American Airlines Flight 11 hits the building. That's right, Robert Pattinson dies in 9/11.

(An early draft of the screenplay was even craftier about obscuring its twist: We're told that Tyler's brother, Michael — who, in the filmed draft, has committed suicide — was killed at the World Trade Center eight years prior, but we only find out in the final pages that Michael actually died in the 1993 bombing.)

The movie's title and Lower Manhattan—showing official poster hint subtly at its downer climax (as does this slightly less subtle fan-made one), but since we'd have never figured it out if we'd not read the end of the script, we bet it'll be a surprise to most Robert Pattinson fans going to see it weekend of March 12. We'd imagine this will start some interesting post-movie discussions.

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My thoughts:
Well, I was going to go into depth on the subject and the thought analysis but for now, I think that I will just leave it at the fact that as someone who has often times feared he was a mistake, this is one of the fears that lie at the center of the situation. The fear of not being remembered, the fear of not affecting, touching or changing anyone's life or to help them shape up who they eventually turn out to be. But mostly, it's a fear of not being remembered...as stated in my previous post, I always feel like I'm so easily dropped out of people's thoughts and minds. Like so easily, that it's like I don't make a difference within anyone's life whether I'm there or not. I think a lot about this. It's at the core of what brings so much hurt feelings and depression in my life...being dropped like as if I'm just this insignificant morsel.

This is my greatest fear. IDK to be perfectly honest? I don't mind doing things alone, in fact there are things I enjoy doing alone than I would like to do without the presence of others; whether this is truly my personality or only the consequences of constantly never having anyone to do things with I'll never know. But for now, I'm content with being pretty independent in that regards (call me a loner, if you want to) but it does discourage me that aside from the immediate family I have grown up in, I've never been thrown a birthday party. Lately never get my phone calls answered or voice messages returned. And full disclosure? I have primarily spent the past three or four birthdays and New Year's Eves alone unless I decide to go into work on these days for no other reason than the fact that I have nothing planned and have no one to do anything with.

I've never had a romantic relationship before; never really even been on an offical date before; never had a teenage romance. And I know I'm being silly because I know things happen to people at different times and at different paces and things like Valentine's day and birthdays and dating are all trivial things. Everyone marches to the beat of their own drum. But in five weeks I will be turning 26. And what have I accomplished? I'm honestly not sure if anybody would notice, care or remember me in ten years if I were to die today. And for those who have read my journal for a long time know, this has been a lifelong problem for me and I have tried numerous and various ways to change this and to form connections with others and such (I don't necessarily record everything that happens to me in here). And in the end, my efforts and attempts are fruitless and I don't know what to do.


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Wow...I actually replied and wrote down more than I intended to, but I'm not going to edit this.
I really didn't want to record all that I have down, because I am trying my best to remain positive and battle this depression and funk that I've been in for the past three months or so. Remarkably I'm not as emotional as I thought I would be recording this all down and I guess that's an accomplishment for me. I'm doing my bestest to not be emotional and wear myself down and I'm glad I was able to rationally write down my thoughtsa without feelings getting in the way. I was thinking about 'friends locking' this but tbh right now I think I'll leave it unlocked. I'm not doing this to get pity or anything, it is what it is and I like to try and live my life as much as an open book as possible.

I'm just being honest and recording it for myself for future refrence. Here's hoping that I'll be able to beat this depression and whatnot. I'm really hoping that I can muster up the courage and strength to beat this depression. OK, goodnight.
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