My greatest fear is irrelevancy...I have no estate nor riches, and I'm OK with that.
I guess it's mainly not having anyone outside of my family that is dependable and the fact that, seeing how people tend to come revolving in and out of my life so frequently that I will not have made a difference in even one person's life. I want to be remembered for something, anything really. I want to make a difference so I feel some sort of value. a legacy. I know...uhm, yeah...